I’ve got a crush

On a new guy that is in town from New York. Leave it to me to fall for a guy that is going to be gone in a few months. I wonder if this is a sign of my committment phobia. I really don’t have a problem with C Phobe. For me it’s the fear of falling for someone who doesn’t return the feelings, you know all that heart break stuff.
He walked into my office today and I tried not to act differently, sometimes I blush without knowing and it was so strange as I was staring at the pendant around his neck I was slowly walking towards him as if his tracking field was pulling me in. I finally stopped before bumping noses with him. But god I really wanted to stand below him batting my eyes and bask in the pure chemistry that my body was radiating. You know when you feel that overwhelming urge that pulls on every fiber of your body. It’s more common when one is intoxicated but the sober edition is much more satisfying.